Post by ♠spade♠ on Sept 15, 2012 3:35:54 GMT -5
[/color] &&the real thing[/i][/b][/color]Leanna, Lola Lily
17 years | female | weapon | human | Shibusen | Toru Kitsutaka from asura cryin'
"Fear cannot be without hope nor hope without fear."
»THE PUPPETEER
→NICKNAME Spade
→USERNAME ♠spade♠
→TYPE OF CHARACTER roleplay only
→EXPERIENCE about 10 years now.
»THE PUPPET[/color] &&the world's creation[/i][/b][/color]
→LOOK IN THE MIRROR beautiful. absolutely beautiful. not your normal weapon in the least. her hair falls nicely around her face and over her right eye and ends at the upper part of her back. the ash brown color of her hair blends perfectly with her beautiful, peach toned skin. you can often find it up in single ponytails. shes tall for a girl, but very well balanced. her weight is a little bit different then expected too. with her body model thin, her curves show very nicely and make her stand out even though she would rather stand back. her hands are small but her fingers are quite long, with long sharp nails. almost like claws. her eyes are a deep blue that is filled with much sadness, but this is one of the reasons she is so beautiful.
summer: in the spring and summer lola is mostly found in tank tops and shorts or skirts. she's not afraid to show a little skin, but is unwilling to go extravagant and open. she likes to wear her hair down around her face, though she normally has a hair tie with her for bad hair days. the skirts she wears come down to her knees most of the time and are of flowy materials. she doesn't like to wear jewelry most of the time unless its her favorite charm bracelet.
winter: during the fall and winter seasons lola likes to wear comfortable pants, that are neither tight nor loose, and nicely styled sweatshirts. seeing as in she doesn't feel much of the cold like her father, she doesn't mind cold weather.
formal: lola doesn't like dresses very much. you may find her in a very nice dress at something formal, but not in everyday life. and when she does where a dress its almost always the most elegant in the room.
→ME, MYSELF, AND I
outside
everyone notices her outside, whether they realize it or not. she's noticeable because of the way she watches and listens to the people around her. when she is found in public its normally in the library or at the park where people are scattered around and come to sit and relax. though its not really a personal thing or a thing she does just for fun. its caution. not really something she wants to hide. she wants people, and beings, to know that she is ready for anything and that she is willing to fight if needed.
she can be found reading a deep book, mostly adventurous or supernatural or writing one of her unfinished stories/random poems that always seem to go missing. she doesn't usually finish anything she starts, but tends to loose it or put it in a box to never be opened again. she writes to write. and if she's lucky to like something she starts she'll work hard to finish it and make it perfect just to hide it away to read on her own for a later date. Though she only has one finished story and a few finished poems.
in a room filled with people talking you will find lola backed against a corner trying to keep herself away from everyone. she won't talk, even if someone talks to her. and she won't look someone in the eye. its very similar if you come up to her by her lonesome. she doesn't like to talk very much. she'll answer questions with two syllable words, but she won't talk with full on sentences unless she feels comfortable to do so. which isn't very often.
oh yeah, if you piss her off, you might wanna leave her alone. just because she's lovely and quiet for a werewolf type person she isn't afraid to tear you apart. she still has that weapon instinct. especially if you make her feel unsafe. she will go to any length to protect herself. and she won't take any crap from creepy guys. she will do terrible stuff to embarrassing parts.
inside
like everyone lola does have secrets. she has some secret hobbies that she doesn't like anyone to know about. like drawing for example. unlike her writing she will keep every drawing she starts and usually finishes them on later dates. she loves to draw, especially about the way she feels. she likes to use just about any style of drawing. charcoal, 2.0 pencil, mechanical pencil, shading, everything. she enjoy's to see a scene come to life on a piece of blank paper. though she doesn't show people, because she tends to draw her most inner thoughts and more privet feelings.
lola also enjoy's singing. though she will only sing when she knows that she is alone. again, its more of her deeper and privet feelings going into her songs. she use to sing for other people, but hasn't performed in a very long time. ever since the death of her sister.
at first meeting she seems to hate people. she will ignore more then half of what they talk about and continually glare in their direction as if they really bothered her. But honestly she's just nervous. being a bit too careful about the people around her keeps her at a distance, to the point where people have just given up trying to talk to her all together. she realizes her loneliness, but has come to completely ignore it. she doesn't know this, but it's hurting her more and more.
though she does have a heart for children. with children she feels needed and loved. she feels no threat because of their innocence and so will let up on her guard just enough to talk with them. she feels safe with them. they remind her of her younger sister.
i am mad
going along with her loner aura, lola is terrified of crowds. she hates being in the middle of multitudes of people makes her feel unsafe and in trouble. she doesn't know who's there and who's against her. in fact, she kind of gets paranoid and nervous in crowds. and will often be found panicing, trying to push her way out. she fears the inevitable.
loud noises also freak her out. mostly screams of people in trouble or an angry person. it has to do with her diagnosis of post tramtic stress after the death of her sister and her group. anything that sounds like a women's blood curdling scream causes her to go into a panic attack, that won't let anyone touch or look at her without them getting their throats ripped out. including from different animals during mating season, like foxes and peacocks.
What she fears most are witches. The witches who came after her family and killed them all scarred her. The memories haunt her everyday which is the reason why she is so carefull about her surroundings, and about the people close to her. She is also bitter towards them, but not enough to go in search for them.
→HIS-STORY she was a beautiful women, that lorena. austin couldn't keep his eyes off of her in class. high school was an epic time of his life and he wouldn't miss it for the world. but the girl that he saw every day caught his eye and held his gaze for many hours. what he didn't know, was that she too had a crush on him. even though they hadn't ever spoken to each other there seemed to be a connection.
finally austin got the courage to talk to her and he asked her out to dinner. she told him yes and the relationship went on from there. once out of high school they got married and vowed that they would have a normal life and family. soon after the marriage lorena got pregnant and had a baby boy that they called kyle.
kyle grew up to dislike his parents. his mother began to smoke and his father began to drink. things became stressful for the family and kyle hated the feeling of depression that had captured his mind. at the age of ten he was the quietest kid in class, and after school he would go into his room and lock the door so that his parents couldn't disturb him. why did they let him lock his room door, you ask? because they had lost care for him. the boy was different and not how they had wanted him to come out. kyle began to hate himself because he was "different." when in reality the only "difference" about him was his non social personality.
not to mention, whenever he came out of his room his father would abuse him. toss him around a bit. nothing that left marks of course. his mother hated it when austin would hurt him. she didn't hate him that much. she was just completely embarrassed about him, which to kyle, seemed worse then his father showing his hate out right.
it wasn't long before lorena became pregnant again. this time with a little girl by the name of lola.
being the complete opposite of kyle was what kept lola alive for five years. she was a social butterfly. always talking with everyone she came in contact with and doing things that made her look cute and adorable. though for the longest time kyle hated her. why did kyle hate her? he hated her because his mother and father loved her to death. they would die for her a hundred times over and still have enough love to die for her another hundred times.
kyle was jealous.
but over time, by the time lola was ninish, kyle came to love his little sister and he began to spend a lot more time with her. she followed him everywhere and he taught her things like fighting techniques and how to sneak around and stuff. by the time the little butterfly was ten, she was top of her class in all her subjects, friends with just about every child in her school, and mommy and daddy's little princess.
though she did see how her parents disliked kyle and neglected him, she never saw her father beat him. but by this time she hardly ever saw the boy out of his room. his depression got to her and she found herself trying to make her brother better by taking all of his pain onto herself.
one night she wanted to go see if kyle was alright and so she went and opened the unlocked door of his room. he had forgotten. when she saw him he was cleaning a large gash on his chest. it wasn't bleeding that much, but it did scare lola. hastily she closed the door in fear and ran out of the house, only to get herself lost.
kyle found her an hour later by the park lake, curled up and asleep. she was unhurt and he was glad for that, because he knew his parents would kill him if they found out she was wounded.
then their mother became pregnant again and bore a little girl called elizabeth. she was sickly.sick enough that lorena didn't even want to take the time to care for her. when lizzy became 2 years old lola took over that care for her. while she was at school lizzy went to day care. and life went on like this until lola's 14th birthday.
her fourteenth birthday was a nightmare. her parents held a huge party for her and brought her friends and their friends. it was fine at first, but then her brother got into some trouble and she got into trouble, getting lizzy into trouble. it was a circle of trouble. he brought a friend over for the party that he didn't know very well, seeing as he didn't normally hang out with anyone, and that "friend" caused a family disaster. handsome and charming, this senior was able to lure lola into his world for the day.
without her brother knowing, whom was now 22 years old and living at college, close to his sisters, jeremy, the friend, took lola on a trip. got her mixed up in some badly mixed lsd. this made her anxious the entire party and worsened when her father began to openly persecute his son for bringing jeremy. this caused her to panic and run into oncoming traffic. she woke a week later with lizzy living with kyle. though she wasn't happy about this she was glad that the little sickly girl wasn't staying with her parents.
finally she got out of the hospital from two weeks of recovery.
it was this day that she met the one known as kauss. he was literally tall, dark and handsom with his dark hair and mexican features. from what she could tell about him personality wise was very little, but she saw his serious cover and his tender center.
she had gotten into a fight with her mother and father about what had happened the night of her fifteenth birthday and had run out of the house in complete rage. she was tired of the crap that her parents gave kyle and so decided she was going to show them up and open their eyes to how imperfect she was. she found herself at the park once again, just like after that day she found her brother cleaning his wounds. she was alone and very sad about her brother. she wanted him to be happy.
of course she tripped into the lake and kauss just happened to be the one to pull her out. though at first lola pushed him away and thought about how rugged and dark he looked. after "conveniently" running into him a few more times however, she overcame her fear of him. they began to hang out more and more and lola's parents were not very happy about it. she admired him for his ability to keep his hands away from her. he didn't even attempt to hold her hand. it kinda got worrying after awhile before he finally gave her a hint. "its because I'm dirty and I wouldn't want to darken your clean blood."
of course he confused her, but she went along with it. Soon after, however, jeremy got interested in her again. he came after her one night while she was coming home from school. kauss found them before jeremy could do anything to her and he took her home. A couple days later jeremy was found dead in an allyway. Apparently he had overdosed on not one, but several of the street drugs that he sold.
then came the attack. she remembered coming home one night to find her mother and father dead on the ground. standing over their dead bodies was a beautiful young witch. the witch attacked her in the form of a wolf, but was soon killed by the strange appearance of kauss. he killed the wolf with a blood tainted dagger that turned out to be a person in the end. she found out later that the boy who became his weapon was kauss's brother damian. she found lizzy locked in a closet from the outside and immediately blamed her parents. from that day on she often wondered how kauss knew to save her at that moment in time and how he knew where the attack was happening at, but she never found this out.
now alone besides her only living brother she went to live with kauss and his small group of outcasts. she became kauss's lover and weapon and his younger brother, damian's, best friend. she had brought lizzy with them hid from her brother for a year with the group. Though she wondered how they were outcasts she never asked, too worried that they would get angry. However, she did find out through hearing a conversation, that it had something to do with the witch that had attacked her house and killed her parents.
as time went on, she watched as the brothers, kauss and damian, fought constantly. in her 5th month of living with the group, they battled one another for right to rule the group and damian lost. after loosing he left and lola had to watch her best friend walk away.
a month later the group was attacked by another witch and her minions. she had been shoved into a ditch after watching her sister save kauss from the sister of the former witch that kauss had killed. when she woke she found everyone dead and the witches gone. she didn't realize this, but kauss was not among the dead, nor was he in the area what-so-ever.
so she left and found herself at the door step of Shibunsen Academy. feeling very ashamed and heartbroken she stopped talking for most of the time and did not contact her brother for fear that he would hate her.
→IN ACTION she looked down at her sister with a smile as the little six year old girl slept. the group kept them safe. the group was her home, their family. as a child lizzy had always been sick. she had always been week and quiet. she was still quiet, but she had more confidence in herself. she was talking to people more, and she was singing for others more. lola loved her voice. it was so gentle and innocent. so calm and kind. why lizzy couldn't see her potential really bothered her. she was so smart for a child. so... innocent.
lola shook her head softly and laid down beside her. she looked up at the night sky. she could hear the snores and the continuous breath taking of her family around her. she missed her mother and father, but only because they bore her. what they had done to lizzy was unforgivable. if she had to miss living like this with her many friends and companions just to live with her family, she would die of depression. though she did miss her older brother. she was glad that he had left two years ago. hopefully he didn't get mixed up in this too. she wanted to talk to him again. to see his face. it had been so long since he had contact with her.
but she pushed all the pain aside so that she could wrap a protective arm around lizzy and close her eyes to sleep.
it wasn't long before she heard a screech in pain and she woke up to find herself and lizzy surrounded by screaming people and blazing fire. it was't the fire that bothered her. it was the silver knife that was pointed at her throat. she heard lizzy whimper and she pulled the little girl closer to her. were they going to die?
"get your silver away from my girl you crazy bitch!" that rough voice of kauss split into her thoughts and she saw him pounce at the witch. while the man and the witch were rustling on the ground for domination over the knife lola stood up and pulled her sister away from the scene. they raced through the fighting and the screaming as she constantly searched for a place to hide her precious sibling.
"lola! lola! what about kauss? what about kauss?! he's going to die without you!" lizzy called to her from behind and then lola could no longer feel the six year old girl's hand within hers. she quickly spun around to find her dashing back to where the witch stood over kauss ready for the kill, a crazy light in her eyes.
lola gasped and ran after her, calling her name. "lizzy! lizzy come back here now!" the girl ignored her. lola had to dodge a slash from a man with a scar before she could continue her chase. she watched helplessly as lizzy thrust herself, growling, at the witch as she was bringing the knife down.
lola closed her eyes and flinched away from the scene in shock, tripping into a nearby ditch. the tears blurred her vision and her memory to where she couldn't remember the last twenty four hours. she knew she had been awake the entire time, sobbing, but she couldn't remember a single thing after falling. except for the screams. the screams and the death cries. then the thunderstorm. lightning flashing, thunder rolling. noise was everywhere. when she finally woke from her shock she found the morning sunlight beaming onto her face as she lay in the mud at the bottom of that ditch.
slowly she pulled herself out. it took her a moment to see the chaos, but when she did her heart became numb. her eyes, empty of anymore tears, drifted over the scene like a helicopter searching for the missing person and not seeing them. everyone. they had killed them all. her family, her home, her life. they were all gone. dead. never coming back.
her eyes landed on a body in the middle of the clearing. it had long bloody light brown hair and a white summer dress on. with a hurting heart, lola stood up and stumbled over to it. her sister was paler then a vampire with thick red liquid covering her body. for over ten minutes there was complete silence as she watched her sister. she had stopped bleeding a long time ago. which meant she was dead. other then the stab wound in her stomach and the blood coating her body, the young girl looked peaceful. she looked satisfied.
then she looked around for kauss, but she didn't try to hard. her heart was already broken and she already knew that he would be dead. so she stopped. but instead fell asleep beside her sister, not really caring if she died there or not.
»THE MAGIC CARPET[/color] &&the whispering phantom[/i][/b][/color]
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→CURRENT PARTNERS Rocton [will fix later]
→WEAPON FORMS
.Rugar P series pistol.
a little bit surprising for a girl of her personality and appearance lola becomes the form of a bulky, but very reliable, rugar pistol. it may be a small weapon compared to some other ones, but compared to some semi-automatic pistols she's a little bit bulky. it doesn't matter much to her though. she has a soft black aluminum frame with stainless steal insides. Like kid's weapons it shoots with her miester's wavelength.[/i]
→ABILITIES//POWERS
.theme ability.
→ type;; active
→ strength;; inept
→ keywords;; soul, ranged, elemental, single, long,
→ description;; this ability is a little bit shaky for her but she can manage it. it allows her to charge herself for a single post. then in her next post she can shoot out a single shot of fire at her opponent. it's a ball of fire about the size of a baseball that flies at the opponent at 20 miles an hour. it uses lola's and the miester's wavelength sucking strength like a vacuum when used. the shot will last for about 1 minute before it evaporates. it has a reasonable recoil to deal with and can shoot about 150 yards away.
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.support ability.
→ type;; active
→ strength;; average
→ keywords;; ranged, silent
→ description;; she is able to turn on and off a silencer that silence's her shots. this works for about three posts. and it limits the length of her shots. So instead of a 150 range she has a range of 100.
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→ type;; passive
→ strength;; average
→ keywords;; ranged, soul, effective, swift
→ description;; she has this ability on consistently and it gives her miester the ability to hold down the trigger for three automatic shots instead of just one if they so choose.
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.partial transformation.
→ type;; NA
→ strength;; NA
→ keywords;; NA
→ description;; NA
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→KEY ATTRIBUTES
.strengths.
→ swift mover;; just as quickly as she can think, she can also react. it's a major defense mechanism for her. complete fight or flight reaction.
→ alert watcher;; since her eyes go just about anywhere she can normally notice things that most people can't she's alert and wary of everything around her.
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.weaknesses.[/u]
→ physically fragile;; she may be a good fighter, but only to defend herself. she can get hurt easily if she is unable to protect herself. she's not very durable. she's better at staying away from the punching hand than she is throwing the punch herself.
→ mentally distracted;; she spends so much time paying attention to everything around her that she has a hard time paying attention to something thats directly in front of her. Like you may need to repeat words to her cause she may not be giving you her full attention.
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→MORE INFO uh... none?
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»THE OTHER WORDS[/color] &&what else is there to say[/i][/b][/color]
→OTHER INFO I didn't change her much from the original character that she was, but I did take out the supernatural part about her and tried to make it blend in more with the plot. If I ever make Kauss, I'll explain more about why the witches attacked them specifically, because lola never found out why they were wondering around as outcasts.
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